The Lord speaks to me day and night. It is when He asks me to
share it with you that i come and do as He commands. He is stressing
His anger at those who curse, persecute and judge me and at the same
time He speaks His love and promises to me as one who is obedient unto
His ways...no matter what.
As you know, there have been
continual tests and trials here for me. i have not begun to share the
half of what is happening, but HE knows. For some reason, the treatment
by so-called believers affects me way more than those who are not
believers...because those who do not know Jesus cannot truly be expected
to act like Jesus. So while their comments, deeds might sting the flesh
and hurt the soul, it is NOTHING compared to that which is perpetrated
by those who claim to know Christ. Whether it is an ungodly act, or
rudeness, or acting out of the will of God; whether forgetting your
promises to be faithful to this ministry, or be it words under the guise
of 'counsel'. There is nothing worse than those who forget that they
are expected to act NOT like the world but better and higher than the
ways of the world. Who are to approach all they encounter by asking
Holy Spirit, "Lord, show me who this one is to You." You are not
permitted to approach them out of your intellect or reason - what YOU
think to be right...NO! You are to approach them ONLY AS the Lord
Himself gives you utterance.
But then, if you have not truly surrendered all that you are - ALL - then you cannot help to act like the lost.
The
Lord is longsuffering and abundant in mercy, forgiving iniquity and
transgression, but He by no means clears the guilty - visiting the
iniquity of the fathers on the children to the third and fourth
generation. It is no small thing to defy God.
As
much as i hate it, i am still in this human body. And i react to
suffering sometimes with hurt and/or tears. So many 'believers' say,
"But you're still human...of COURSE your feelings are going to get
hurt." TRULY i say unto you - JESUS IS GREATER THAN OUR HUMANNESS, OUR
FLESH! If i were as crucified to the flesh as i would like to believe,
none of any of what people do/don't do would not matter. And truly at
the end of the day (as well as the beginning) - I KNOW THAT I KNOW THAT I
KNOW that the ONLY person i can trust and who deserves my trust and who
will never fail me - not ever - is Jesus. I consider it an honor to
fellowship in His suffering, and i do ask Him always that any and all
things be used for HIS GLORY, to crucify me all the more, that He may
see something in me that pleases Him.
(Let me add
as He speaks it - the third thing He has been stressing to me is the
importance of my Jewishness. But that is for another day). Although He
WILL permit me to proclaim that it is my heritage as a Jew that makes my
calling and assignment for Him that much more different, makes it
unique. He has created me to be HIS. Only HIS. He has created me to
follow. He has made me walk in humility. He has made me walk in
obedience. He has caused me to walk in holy righteousness. He has made
me as one who is faithful to only Him, neither looking to the left or
to the right - one He can trust to not waver compromise or quit...who is
faithful to always come to HIM - whether it be for direction, wisdom,
encouragement. And He is always always always faithful to wrap His arms
around me, to let me literally FEEL His presence, His embrace, His
heartbeat against my cheek. He created me for Himself - and it is only
His own good pleasure that He shares me with anyone.
And
He would have me add that my love for Him in NO WAY diminishes His love
through me toward the brethren. I am anointed and called to be His.
He makes me obedient to that calling. It is an honor.
First His promises toward me this day:
"My eye shall always be upon you, my faithful daughter, that you may dwell with Me and serve Me."
"You,
beloved one, are under My watchful eye. My watchful eye never leaves
you. I AM always ready to step in on your behalf, I AM only a whisper
away."
"For as the rain comes down, and the snow from
heaven, and do not return there, but water the earth, and make it bring
forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower and bread to the
eater, so shall My word be that goes forth from My mouth; it shall not
return to Me void, but it shall accomplish what I please and it shall
prosper."
He said also: "Have I not commanded you? Be
strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the
Lord your God is with you wherever you go."
And other things which i cherish and are private and i hold close and dear to my heart...words from My Love.
Much
of this was to assure me that the words of a fellow believer unto me
personally - who was calling into question my office as prophet, my
assignment, my way of hearing God, my way of approaching the brethren -
all of it was being called into question as if i was in error. But i
know Jesus - i know His voice - i hear Him day and night; there isn't a
person on the planet who can be or should they be more to me than Jesus
is to me...He is my everything, my all in all. Jesus knows my heart, He
knows what He has called me to do. He knows that requires perfect
hearing; it also requires much suffering along the way. He is faithful
to keep me going; if i have a moment of weakness in the flesh that in no
way nullifies the entirety of the rest of all that He has for me to
do. Instead of calling into question my entire walk, would not a fellow
believer embrace me and encourage me? But how can they do that if they
are coming out of their own reasoning and not from His Spirit?
The
Lord showed me a word today that also confirmed His truth - HIS truth -
about who i am to Him and what the devil is trying to accomplish:
"The
enemy is working hard to try to convince you that there are major
problems with your spiritual life and calling. He has drawn your
attention to issues that are exaggerated and out of proportion, things
they have NOT sought my wisdom about. KEEP CALM. Trust Me to continue
to give you My wisdom and direction."
WOW. Right on the mark. As always.
He
also said to tell all: "My messenger Rhonda comes under the authority
of the Son of God - woe unto those who would oppose her."
His final word (thusfar - more as He commands) He told me to share:
THUS
SAITH THE LORD: "How unfortunate that even those who profess to be
Mine do not believe the magnitude of My sending My prophet, My messenger
unto them. They shall see...in their own lives - the measure of favor
bestowed unto her is bestowed unto Me, and thus unto them. But woe unto
the disbelieving - their word curses, persecutions, judgments - done
unto Rhonda are done unto ME. It shall not go well with them and their
offspring," saith the Lord. 2:13 p.m.
He also
proclaims: "My Spirit shall not strive with them forever. It is a
fearful thing to see Me at the end of My patience and mercy. For it is
no small thing to defy Me," saith the Lord.
Who has ears to hear....
via His Messenger
June 9th, 2013
12:50 pm - 3:03 pm
